Saturday, January 17, 2009

im learning to be brave in my beautiful mistakes

beer and apple pie is what my Saturday consists of ....

bang bang shoot shoot

UR NOT WORTHY

is it wrong that i really hate this guy my mom is dating like seriously hes rude and MARRIED and i just feel that for him to be married he should be much nicer lol

i don't know maybe I'm too judgemental because its my mom but from my observation i think hes a jerk (some of the things I've observed- hes selfish, spoiled and grown <--not good,rude,bossy,controlling) and not worth a nothing relationship and it makes me feel weird and very uncomfortable i just cant witness this foolishness i thought u were suppose to make wiser guy choices as u get older SHIT its scary!

GOODBYE YELLOW BRICK ROAD

gosh I'm looking forward to leaving because now i feel kinda homeless

i just feel not at home in my own home I've always felt out of place in Detroit but yet my house was like sanctuary but now its not and i guess that just means i have to go find a new place to feel at home :/



i feel like I'm getting older not sure if I'm liking it lol its just weird when somethings start to not matter anymore while other things are becoming important............





Pink Glitter in the Air Lyrics:
Have you ever fed a lover with just your hands?
Close your eyes and trusted, just trusted
Have you ever thrown a fist full of glitter in the air?
Have you ever looked fear in the face
And said I just don´t care
It´s only half past the point of no return
The tip of the ice berg
The sun before the burn
The thunder before the lightning
The breath before the phrase
Have you ever felt this way?
Have you ever hated yourself for staring at the phone?
Your whole life waiting on the ring
to prove you´re not alone
Have you ever been touch so gently you had to cry?
Have you ever invited a stranger to come inside?
It´s only half past the point of oblivion
The hourglass on the table
The walk before the run
The breath before the kiss
And the fear before the phrase
Have you ever felt this way? La La La La La La La La
There you are, sitting in the garden
Clutching my coffee, Calling me sugar
You called me sugar
Have you ever wished for an endless night?
Lassoed the moon and the stars and pulled that rope tight
Have you ever held your breath and asked yourself
will it ever get better than tonight? Tonight

 
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