lick me

i feel weird Monday morning blues maybe

I'm not sure what it is or no

i know exactly what it is i just don't want to acknowledge it

I'm a flirt i don't hide it but i flirt to hide other things

i like attention and like when guys like me

only to distract me from what I'm thinking about

then when i flirt too much to the point where

flirting isn't fun for either side i get depressed

its just weird that i don't really like anyone

i miss having a crush :/

on the other side of my brain

i love married to the mob clothes they are indeed the shit!

i also love their blog its funny and unapologetic

i love girls who say what they want

i think everyone should be a little more uncensored

including me !

so is it bad that im like in lust for obama

i never noticed how hot he is :)

my president is black

nooo my president is hottt

im learning to be brave in my beautiful mistakes

beer and apple pie is what my Saturday consists of ....

bang bang shoot shoot

UR NOT WORTHY

is it wrong that i really hate this guy my mom is dating like seriously hes rude and MARRIED and i just feel that for him to be married he should be much nicer lol

i don't know maybe I'm too judgemental because its my mom but from my observation i think hes a jerk (some of the things I've observed- hes selfish, spoiled and grown <--not good,rude,bossy,controlling) and not worth a nothing relationship and it makes me feel weird and very uncomfortable i just cant witness this foolishness i thought u were suppose to make wiser guy choices as u get older SHIT its scary!

GOODBYE YELLOW BRICK ROAD

gosh I'm looking forward to leaving because now i feel kinda homeless

i just feel not at home in my own home I've always felt out of place in Detroit but yet my house was like sanctuary but now its not and i guess that just means i have to go find a new place to feel at home :/



i feel like I'm getting older not sure if I'm liking it lol its just weird when somethings start to not matter anymore while other things are becoming important............





Pink Glitter in the Air Lyrics:
Have you ever fed a lover with just your hands?
Close your eyes and trusted, just trusted
Have you ever thrown a fist full of glitter in the air?
Have you ever looked fear in the face
And said I just don´t care
It´s only half past the point of no return
The tip of the ice berg
The sun before the burn
The thunder before the lightning
The breath before the phrase
Have you ever felt this way?
Have you ever hated yourself for staring at the phone?
Your whole life waiting on the ring
to prove you´re not alone
Have you ever been touch so gently you had to cry?
Have you ever invited a stranger to come inside?
It´s only half past the point of oblivion
The hourglass on the table
The walk before the run
The breath before the kiss
And the fear before the phrase
Have you ever felt this way? La La La La La La La La
There you are, sitting in the garden
Clutching my coffee, Calling me sugar
You called me sugar
Have you ever wished for an endless night?
Lassoed the moon and the stars and pulled that rope tight
Have you ever held your breath and asked yourself
will it ever get better than tonight? Tonight

heels over head

First let me say hello new year I'm sooo glad 08 is over i just feel much better in 09 lol and it has started off way better then 08 no break ups or stress just fun times so far :) ANY WAY I'm moving out of cold lonely Detroit so sayonara but good thing I'm going to place where its warm so that means lots of cute shoes :) i hate anything winter boots (except all year boots) sweaters( except cardigans i like the naughty librarian look) and especially hats and gloves i don't like my head or hands covered sooooo no more that but yeah i gets to buy lots of cute shoes I'm excited because i lovessss shoes dearly they make me more happy then any boy ever (kinda)

I'm gonna miss everyone (well u know who I'm talking about not really everyone ) most importantly i hope everyone misses me cause i likes to be missed ;)

my poor dog was just sitting in the kitchen looking miserable because he didn't have any water :( I'm gonna miss him most of all he really is better then any guy :p

my horoscope was very motivational it basically said this is my year so sorry everyone else well unless ur a Pisces also or maybe not i only read mine lol urs might be good also i checked on astrologyzone.com

parts from random conversation( Laura bought me a penis sucker)

me-I'm eating the penis sucker
Laura- lmao how is it
me-its ok lol
Laura -it looks like it taste crazy
me - its like kinda a berry taste lol
Laura- lmao that's crazy to hear
me- i know how u think i feel I'm sucking it thinking what is this taste

i didn't eat it all it was to hard (insert laughter)

ttyl biachtes

song of the day- black bird - the Beatles (hippie day)

quote of the day- they say the captain goes down with the ship so when thee world ends will god go down with it ........