like a school girl

I'm in school! right now waiting for creative writing to start
I'm actually excited about this class
i havent written in forever
school has been ok, I'm a waitress again
life is blahhhh
I'm planning a bachelorette party for Rosie that should be interesting and next week
the wedding :)
Its feeling very fall like outside making me miss having a boy friend


Quote of the day : she completely fell for him : but he didn't even stumble

I dont know

I'm clumsy

very clumsy as a matter of fact

i broke a wine glass yesterday while cleaning the table.

I'm weird as I'm sure you can tell .......

i have lots of secrets ,use to be a protection thing when i was little (i was very different but didn't want anyone to know) now its just a habit and kinda fun.

I'm very comfortable with who i am

and don't think i could change for anyone else unless i really wanted to.

i hate Wednesdays ,love Thursdays and Sunday

every other day is just a day

I'm kind of a day to day person i don't like to plan

it makes me anxious

i don't like to lie I'll just not answer

i feel if i lie then I'll be misunderstood

i hate to be misunderstood

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so far i like you...... right...... but I'm not sure ill ever be good at being a

"GIRLFRIEND"

yuck even the word makes me cringe

i hate labels

I'm sorry to say it doesn't get any easier with me

i don't force things if it happens it happens

i cant explain exactly how i feel about you

becauseeeeee I'm not sure yet

when i figure it out

you will be the first to know:)

am i your anything

shit i haven't written since forever and a day
I'm angry, why? i have nooooooo idea
I'm mad at everyone i know everyone i knew everyone i might know soon
Ive completely cut off contact with everyone almost or is it the other way around
I'm finding myself more rebellious doing things Even I'm ashamed of
good thing i guess is I'm going to school in a month

i will never ask if you don't tell me i know you well enough to know you never loved me

i am sooo anti relationships its not funny i just don't understand why now why when I'm so young and so stupid that if you don't break us i will i can handle the pressure thee stress
i cant lose myself for someone else right now i don't Even know who i am yet
I'm sooo into myself that i don't Even miss missing you anymore
im in no rush to do anything ...................................

xoxo

you dont even know me

I'm just wondering is it me that's changing or

is it everyone else ?

if you haven't noticed

you should pay attention

either way one of us will

be lost in the process

........................you say move on where do i go

i guess second best is all i will know .......................................

song im listening to: once in a lifetime -beyonce

believe in me because i was made for chasing dreams

"Be clearly aware of the stars and infinity on high.
Then life seems almost enchanted after all".

I'm a pouty teenager forever
i have nothing important to say but
cant shut the hell up
i will be significant one day
now is the test to see if i am who
i think i am

"I love you in the same way
There's a chapel in a hospital
One foot in your bedroom
And one foot out the door
Sometimes we take chances
Sometimes we take pills
I could write it better
Than you ever felt it"


i love everything about you that hurts......................

im just the girl all the boys want to dance with

so i feel like my blog ha blog is a weird word i always picture like an alien when i say it but that's besides the point , i feel like my blog is kinda down most of the time because for some reason i only feel like writing when I'm depressed or just not hopeful so yeah i thought i would write a list of all the things i love about myself because right now i am so self obsessed :) and plus if i don't love me who will

I love my humor i am extremely silly and i love to laugh nothing is better then laughing

i love my hair it really gets on my nerves but sometimes it looks wonderous and its extremely dark and for some reason i love the color of it. it fits me. i know some times i curse you to the depths of hell but hair i love you

i love my creativity.

i love the fact that i actually like learning. yeah mostly i like to learn about history and art and music but its still learning all the same (if only it was something useful like math)

i love that I'm not in a rush to grow up everyone else seems to be and i don't understand being young and reckless and foolish is like the best time ever

i love that i don't think like everyone else I'm glad I'm not a conformer or give in to peer pressure

i love that i have no regrets (yet)

i love that I'm forgiving i don't know it may be a problem but i think its a good thing

i love that i don't believe any thing- nope prove it nigga!

i love that I'm not a jealous person

i love that I'm extremely personal. everyone just tells everything gosh keep a lil mystery

i love that I'm a hippie at heart

i love all my flaws

i love that i know one day i will be grand :)

ha it was kinda hard writing that gosh I'm certainly
my own worse critic ;0

Song I'm listening to: XO - fall out boy

Quote of the day: When there's a shadow, you follow the sun. When there is love, then you look for the one. And for the promises, there is the sky. And for the heavens are those who can fly.

One and Only

Hello this is indeed my first blog ! yay for me! I dont talk alot so therefore i write alot. Its just much easier to write it down then to say it. i dont really have a topic for this so im just gonna talk about myself. Me (Kristen) is a topic that i know a lot about well as much as possible theres still some stuff about me not even i understand. I do feel like lots of people think they know me but no one really does because im never the same around everyone. not saying i have different personalities but i do change how im acting depending on who im hanging out with. In no way am i being fake or pretending because its all me but i dont think anyone has seen all of me at once. I would say im a very confused person. i love a lil of everything so therfore i would say im a lil of everything. The thing thats the same around everyone is my silly side im rarely serious and when i am its only becasue i have to be. i love love love music and if i could i would be a singer ( that would also be a problem because i would want to make all kinds of music) I also love art in no way can i draw i mean i doodle but not draw any way im artistic in other ways. i hate boring i dont like labels or being put into a category. i dont like to be defined because im in no way done creating myself. life so far has been really interesting and very hmmmm unpredictable im just curious as to whats coming next and how it will affect me. all i want is to be extremely wonderful one day.