it ends tonight

used word tiles and i kinda liked it sooo

Title: words speak

Poem:
remember clouds were heavy
to those heartless
all night holding you hurt
beneath the smile
rain
wheres love

Poem created using Shadow Poetry Magnetic Word Tiles

what would you do for a klondike bar?

Who's names start with "T" in your conacts? Tanika my sis

Do you have a Facebook?yesss

What are you doing Saturday?today was saturday i didnt do anything

What's your middle name?nikea

What's the last song you listened to? mother lover i guess lol from snl

A broken heart is? is never fun

Is there a quote you love? tooo many such as make love not war

Do you ever turn your cell phone off? yessss

Who is the last person to send you a text? jason

What is your current wallpaper on your cell phone? kissses and skull and cross bones

What is your zodiac sign? pisces

Who was the last person to call you? ur mom

What was the last thing you made into a heart? ummmmm

How tall is the last person you hugged? i d k

Last time you threw up? cinco de mayo

What color is your underwear? gray

What are you listening to right now? dane cook

What is something you wish you had more of? money, fun, hair lol

Last person in the car with? my sis

Who was driving? my sis

Last time you had the butterflies, who were you thinking of? shitttt

Where were you at 2:00 this morning? home

Do you like thunderstorms? love them

Have you ever been into drugs?nope

Say you were dying tomorrow: what would you want to eat last? idk something awesome

Who have you texted today? ppl

What is your current mood? blahhhhhh

Who do you know that can make you feel better if you're not feeling happy? idk thats the problem

Do you hate when people call you when you're sleeping? yes

Biggest annoyance in your life right now? life

Has anyone ever told you they're in love with you? yeah

Do you miss anyone? yeah

Could you ever be friends with someone who hurt you before? yes

Are you wearing any makeup right now? none

Do you like to cuddle? sometimes

Honestly, do you really love the last person you said "I love you" to? yeah or i wouldnt have said it

do you remember the way i held your hand

FRIDAY NIGHT
gosh I'm cramping!
and singing fall out boy songs to myself i wish i had the energy to get up and put the CD on
I'm in this chair and i shall not move
I'm feeling real loose right now as in, like the world could fall from
under me at any moment
is loose the right word oh well ho hum
i cant rely on anyone any more
its scary because if all i have is myself then i just may be doomed
i don't feel depressed or unloved as i have many times before
just like its either the end or idk ,im blah !
i have no problem being alone never have but
in order to get things done i do need help
my friends just seem so far away and I'm to tired to travel the distance
my family oblivious to me growing up and still wants to treat me as if I'm lil kristen
i stand alone not sure if i want it to go back to normal whatever that is
or do i give up and start from the beginning
maybe its time to breath new life in to myself

song im singing :) - "I've Got All This Ringing In My Ears And None On My Fingers" fall out boy

quote- stuck in emotional purgatory- avolon

Im up its thunderstorming and im blank ..... Kristen=dirty lil secret............. best kept secret and ur biggest mistake

Study time ! Right after first test Blah school consumes me and i just started -my eyes hurt art history= death

waking up next to.........

I'm dead i had way to much to drink last night but it was cinco de mayo
you know just celebrating my inner mexican
drunk nights are always fun to look back on...............
or should i say embarrassing, crazy, makes you want to scream
"can you slap my fucking face"!
it was fun while it lasted now I'm back to reality
sober,upset,alone, and hating you
shit i feel awesome

Quote of the day- intelligent man is sometimes forced to be drunk to spend time with his fools-earnest Hemingway............ Man, being reasonable, must get drunk; the best of life is but intoxication- lord Byron