im learning to be brave in my beautiful mistakes

beer and apple pie is what my Saturday consists of ....

bang bang shoot shoot

UR NOT WORTHY

is it wrong that i really hate this guy my mom is dating like seriously hes rude and MARRIED and i just feel that for him to be married he should be much nicer lol

i don't know maybe I'm too judgemental because its my mom but from my observation i think hes a jerk (some of the things I've observed- hes selfish, spoiled and grown <--not good,rude,bossy,controlling) and not worth a nothing relationship and it makes me feel weird and very uncomfortable i just cant witness this foolishness i thought u were suppose to make wiser guy choices as u get older SHIT its scary!

GOODBYE YELLOW BRICK ROAD

gosh I'm looking forward to leaving because now i feel kinda homeless

i just feel not at home in my own home I've always felt out of place in Detroit but yet my house was like sanctuary but now its not and i guess that just means i have to go find a new place to feel at home :/



i feel like I'm getting older not sure if I'm liking it lol its just weird when somethings start to not matter anymore while other things are becoming important............





Pink Glitter in the Air Lyrics:
Have you ever fed a lover with just your hands?
Close your eyes and trusted, just trusted
Have you ever thrown a fist full of glitter in the air?
Have you ever looked fear in the face
And said I just don´t care
It´s only half past the point of no return
The tip of the ice berg
The sun before the burn
The thunder before the lightning
The breath before the phrase
Have you ever felt this way?
Have you ever hated yourself for staring at the phone?
Your whole life waiting on the ring
to prove you´re not alone
Have you ever been touch so gently you had to cry?
Have you ever invited a stranger to come inside?
It´s only half past the point of oblivion
The hourglass on the table
The walk before the run
The breath before the kiss
And the fear before the phrase
Have you ever felt this way? La La La La La La La La
There you are, sitting in the garden
Clutching my coffee, Calling me sugar
You called me sugar
Have you ever wished for an endless night?
Lassoed the moon and the stars and pulled that rope tight
Have you ever held your breath and asked yourself
will it ever get better than tonight? Tonight

heels over head

First let me say hello new year I'm sooo glad 08 is over i just feel much better in 09 lol and it has started off way better then 08 no break ups or stress just fun times so far :) ANY WAY I'm moving out of cold lonely Detroit so sayonara but good thing I'm going to place where its warm so that means lots of cute shoes :) i hate anything winter boots (except all year boots) sweaters( except cardigans i like the naughty librarian look) and especially hats and gloves i don't like my head or hands covered sooooo no more that but yeah i gets to buy lots of cute shoes I'm excited because i lovessss shoes dearly they make me more happy then any boy ever (kinda)

I'm gonna miss everyone (well u know who I'm talking about not really everyone ) most importantly i hope everyone misses me cause i likes to be missed ;)

my poor dog was just sitting in the kitchen looking miserable because he didn't have any water :( I'm gonna miss him most of all he really is better then any guy :p

my horoscope was very motivational it basically said this is my year so sorry everyone else well unless ur a Pisces also or maybe not i only read mine lol urs might be good also i checked on astrologyzone.com

parts from random conversation( Laura bought me a penis sucker)

me-I'm eating the penis sucker
Laura- lmao how is it
me-its ok lol
Laura -it looks like it taste crazy
me - its like kinda a berry taste lol
Laura- lmao that's crazy to hear
me- i know how u think i feel I'm sucking it thinking what is this taste

i didn't eat it all it was to hard (insert laughter)

ttyl biachtes

song of the day- black bird - the Beatles (hippie day)

quote of the day- they say the captain goes down with the ship so when thee world ends will god go down with it ........

naughty or nice ........ dosent matter give me what i want

Sooo to get in the christmas spirit ive decided to make a christmas list (always worked when i was little)so heres my wish list

• john mayer and or johnny depp with columbus short or juelz santana as back ups
  
• shoes!!! i loves shoes and i want lots of them shoes aree the best thing to ever happen to people. any form of mary janes makes me happy and i only like high heels and nothing pointy toe (looks witchy)
• 
  
• fafi ------>is a graffiti artist she draws hot girls and loves her so i either want one of her drawings (u can buy them ) orrr a shirt with the girls on it they are like the best thing ever
• money is always nice .....bitch i love money I'm a fucking fanatic
• a tattoo or more then one :) i needs more
• tongue rings like seriously i lost all mine the balls just roll off
• clothes i guess but only if u have good taste
• anything dealing with stars, peace sign, or just cute accessories :)
• candy cause "i want candy da da da dum dum"
• SIDE NOTE THIS IS KINDA HARD I DONT REALLY WANT ANYTHING
• ummm a big party lol with all my friends would be kinda nice but if someone else gets everyone there and works out all the details i just show up
• a trip tooo london (big wishful thinking)
• LOVE ♥

smooches hope you get everything you want this year lovers

you clicked your heels and wished for me

hollllaaaa

I'm freezing like seriously its super cold in my house

Christmas is Thursday i thought it was in like two weeks

it doesn't feel like Christmas AT all

nothing is the same any more

hope i have fun new years eve

i hate the saying "new year new me " HA HA lies

hope 2009 is wayyyyy better then 2008 cause this year sucked ass i almost clocked out

went up to msu had fun drinking, hanging, sleeping, you know doing college things

finally decided to go to school i want to be a psychiatrist

:)

love me please

K