John Mayer and me

ohhhh yeah sine i have given up on real boys lol I've decided to love those who i only see on tv :) sooo I'm reading the twilight saga well i actually finished it but I'm reading it again because i love it. any hoo since i am now in super love with a fictional vampire I've decided to take a break from those books plus the movie will be out soon enough ;) BUTTTT One of my fictional lovers i could never take a break from is none other than JOHN MAYER!!! i love him he sings to me everyday. He understands me like no other guy and he thinks my body is a wonderland lol . There's just something about a man who can play the guitar oh yum yum. I understand there's an age difference but we are OK with that (you know in my head) soo yeah Ive been feeling weird and down lately and he understands. He would love me when I'm not myself :) - sings - would you love me when I'm not myself , wait it out while i am some one else. Any way I'm sorry i would just rather indulge in fantasy rather than deal with reality right now, not for any real reason that i know of right now it just feels better. sooo either me and john Mayer hook up soon (oh please pray) or ill just have to have my super wondrous day dreams while listening to all his Cd's.

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Song I'm listening to : why Georgia why- John MAYER



Quotes of the day:(there all from john Mayer hes so smart and cute)

“Sometimes I wish that I was the weather, you'd bring me up in conversation forever. And when it rained, I'd be the talk of the day.”





"Life is like a box of crayons. Most people are the 8-color boxes, but what you're really looking for are the 64-color boxes with the sharpeners on the back. I fancy myself to be a 64-color box, though I've got a few missing. It's OK though, because I've got some more vibrant colors like periwinkle at my disposal. I have a bit of a problem though in that I can only meet the 8-color boxes. Does anyone else have that problem? I mean there are so many different colors of life, of feeling, of articulation.. so when I meet someone who's an 8-color type.. I'm like, "hey girl, magenta!" and she's like, "oh, you mean purple!" and she goes off on her purple thing, and I'm like, "no - I want magenta!"”





So what, so I've got a smile on , But it's hiding the quiet superstitions in my head”



SORRY I LOVESSSSS HIM

jubilee and history :p

Sooo today as they refer to it on the news was a historical day in Detroit but not for good reasons. Is it just me or is it horrible how they treated the mayor. OK he was wrong , he lied , he was a bad mayor but that's no reason to harass someone or bully them into giving in. Its just all very childish. Yes he didn't need to be mayor but they could have handled this in a more dignified way. i just feel all this news coverage wasn't needed.

any way that just makes me very sad about the world because i believe it was only handled the way it was because he was a young , cocky black man. They didn't want him to be a good mayor anyway well maybe at first but after awhile not really. Whatever I'm not even in to politics :p !!!

Next topic lol why does everyone feel the need to talk about everyone else. Like it just seems to be becoming a tend or something and no one is perfect soooooo what the heck. why would it make you feel better to discuss another person in a negative way. Its just very annoying and draining. Idk it just feels like everything is becoming annoying. Nothing is really fun anymore because everyone is so worried about everyone else. Gosh get over yes she has on pay less shoes but does it really matter DAMN.

lol gosh maybe I'm in a bad mood i didn't even notice lol and i am craving sweets like a pregnant fat women . I'm wondering whats wrong with me. ho hum maybe its the fall. i do believe i have seasonal depression but i don't really want to find out. since my mom doesn't believe depression is a real thing.

Once you pop the fun don't stop :) I'm motivated by my pringles. YUM

why does the past seem so much better when its the past and not when its the present.

i wonder who's gonna be president! i wonder whats gonna happen to America period. i mean it can only go up i hope :)

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Song im listening to: whats my age again - Blink 182

Quote of the day: Remedy it, or welcome it: a wise man's only two choices.

Night time thoughts through out the day

Hello there welcome tooo night time thoughts randomness I'm not even sure who i was thinking about maybe because i don't think it was just one person. I hope you enjoy :)

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soooo untitled

Let me belong to you
I'm a clumsy mess
waiting for a break through
humble and hollow
empty inside
dizzy dancing
just along for the ride
were falling up
breaking down
damn i hate that i need you around

Foolish
"And yet to say the truth reason and love keep little company together now a days"
but even through logic i cant change the way it feels any ways
loving you was never the way to go
but when you never listen how are you suppose to know
though the minutes change to days and of course days to years
it doesn't get any harder to see you through the tears......

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Song I'm listening to: maybe -Kelly clarkson

Quote of the day:By night, an atheist half believes in God. ~Edward Young, Night Thoughts

Dont let the sun go down on me

I had an extremely fun weekend. I went to Canada with my good friend Johinca and some guys! We had fun getting lost in Canada and finally finding where we were going and then dancing all night and eating all morning lol It was just one of those perfect arriving home when the sun comes up weekends! I must say i love rum lol i think coke and rum is like the best drink in the world (just thought i would add that) . Any ways now the weekend is over and I'm feeling idk like i want life to always be extremely fun. I know there will be crap times but i want it to mostly be like that.
Gosh I'm also missing some people and its kinda bringing me down off my life high :) Ever feel like there was someone who you would have been like perfect with but some how u just didn't get to be. well I'm wondering how i have like 4 guys like that lol . I really only miss maybe two of them a lot a lot but i still think about all of them sometimes. Like would it have really went how i thought it would or like some people believe "if it was ment to happen it would have". Not that i don't believe that i just feel like maybe sometimes things that are suppose to happen need a little push from you cause u cant just do nothing and expect everything.
well any hoo I'm starting to feel like i need to be on my own like completely. I'm not sure but i think i would do better by myself. I really really want to move to London but i don't feel smart enough lol soo I'm kinda wanting to learn more before i take it too a whole other country. Its not like i would be completely alone because i do have family there but if i move i want it to be an independent move. I just picture myself in a crappy lil apartment in London being some crappy lil intern for someone who will make my career ,having some crappy lil waitress job on the side to pay rent and having sooo much fun doing it.
Oh lol i was watching one tree hill lol i know this is random but whatever and I'm extremely happy that Lucas and Payton are getting married. I feel like they should be together , i just love it when couples break up because they are foolish but then realize it and get back together. I dont know but things like that gives me hope on the whole love topic i know its just a show but that's all i have to give me hope :( It sucks when all i have are my crazy day dreams and TV shows because around me there just isn't enough love . I'm done with my random topics sooo smooches !

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Song im listening to: go go gadget flow-Lupe fiasco

Quote of the day: Sometimes the person you fall for isnt ready to catch you!